I can really say I am very proud that some dear people have decided to improve as well, and to put in the effort.

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Huge rewards deserved just for the efforts.
I don't understand why I feel so happy :
- is it because as I discussed for a very long time with the coach today, I realize that the main issues are sorted?
- is it because trading is like an ATM for me now ? And I now feel that all this really hard work is now going to pay without the awful risks I saw in the past ?
- is it because in this whole saga, I found very loyal and very trustworthy people ? I'd say money can not buy loyalty nor can buy trust.
- is it because I have made peace and by my actions proved to one particular family member that "I now understand that the past could not have been different"?
- is it because this place has shifted my values from bling-bling to appreciation of artistic beauty?
- is it because I see that people can actually live by real and true "human values", and not just "money values"?
- is it because I realise I made the right decisions - even if very tough at the time ? Only one who did not fall into the traps!
- is it because I realized that among my wish list, the most difficult one has been achieved ?

. Money would not have been able to get the "job" done.
- is it because some very negative emotions have been replaced with a "I understand what this sibling went through" ?
I seriously feel much happier.
Now, just getting the trading into a normal ATM and need to find someone very honest and trustworthy to manage the profits.
I guess the coach is right : simplify and delegate.

And I'll add : enjoy life - I mean real enjoyment, not "fake" fun to cover some deep psychological issues.
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Not as proud of myself as he is, but not far away.
I've really seen a LOT over these last 3 years, and, I love to see that I love the core of my being.
The coach is so right.
