The important is, as independent trader, not just be a trader, but a very happy profitable trader. I realise that actually, in a kind of contradictory way, I used not to be really happy to make massive profits. It just made me numb or too excited. Then the euphoria went down, and I was really looking for a new high. I wanted to find again this rush of excitement, and only bigger could bring it. Felt like an addict junky to trading profits high. So obvious now. lol.