I realized I had zero clue about exchange fees and clearing fees. I didn't freak out at this point but then went over my recorded data and realized I would of paid 580k on those trades I did. It would of bumped my net profit down to 1.7 points per week. This seems like an unacceptable risk vs reward for me as the risk just seems to high for the reward giving that much out in commission. I feel horrible and I don't know where to turn to now. I have giving my all in this and studied so much with zero knowledge of futures on the es mini prior to this.
I admit to slightly mixed feelings about posting in this thread, but I'll try to offer a couple of brief, constructive suggestions, anyway ...
1. Look at index futures other than ES. You might find that some of the principles of what you've learned to do are applicable to them just as well as (or even slightly better than) they are to ES, and that might enable you to have larger targets. I won't trade ES, myself, as it feels to me like watching paint dry (that puts me in a minority, of course). I prefer NQ (the e-mini Nasdaq) and some other instruments;
2. To minimize the effects of dealing costs on your overall turnover, see if you can do fewer, longer trades on a slower time-frame (you
might be able to apply the same or very similar TA techniques to them, as charts are largely fractal, but you certainly have a long learning-curve and research-process ahead of you ... on the plus side, as a serious blackjack player you clearly understand results-variance to start with, which potentially gives you a considerable advantage over most aspiring traders); larger-sized trades (in terms of numbers of ticks/points) with smaller position-sizing, maybe trading 20-30 contracts instead of 150, might make a lot more sense in the long run, and you
could even end up making more, overall, from smaller position-sizes than you've been managing so far.