I don't want to lose. I want to win, but I already know that I will lose, because I lose a whole lot more than I win.There is a contradiction in your posting.
You want to lose, but you put and hit a target to make a profit.
To be consequent you should have put a target above your entry price. And as prices are already more than 2 hours in the loss area for your short, you would have hit that target without any problem.
