Let's see, where was I?
Right, so clearly I missed my goal of trading less. I midday (before the refiners) I was only at like 7 or so tickets and up like 170 gross or something.
Of course, you can't simply IGNORE the action. The refiner action was an absolute blessing for a Friday. Why did I not short the trade I called out? I'm not sure. I recall citing that the time of day and light action seemed ripe for a jig. When I first noticed the refiners, yes, they were all weak and trending lower, but the time of day had volume light and I couldn't find anything to lean on in the level 2. If I had just traded the chart, I would have been fine.
I caught sight of FTO as it consolidated up near 30.40 - 30.50. I called it out in the office as a potential short. The price than broke to the upside from consolidation. It SEEMED like the move could reverse. I opted not to short the pop. When the price quickly came back down to consolidation lows, I did not pull the trigger because I don't like that kind of action. However, a new low in an already weak stock after 11 AM was bound to yield SOMETHING.
Anyway, after missing the trade, I watched as the price fell and fell. Rather than short pops or future consolidation points, I gamed for bounces, seeing as other refiners were having trouble producing new lows. The correlations began having trouble.
Needless to say, I blew it. I had a decent morning and blew the trade of the day.
As far as the SNDK trade goes... I shorted the 40 break, covered as it bounced. Reshorted the 40 test. I got 2 trades out of it. In the second trade, I tapped out of my complete position as I did not anticipate a new low. The whole point in getting size is to give yourself the ability to scale out, and push for bigger profits. In this case, I treated my increased size just like a 100 lot. I did this to make sure I would not finish the day net neg.
Oh, another trade I want to discuss. CVI. CVI was poised for a reversal. I was so damn confident in this one. I loaded up in this one near the end of the day, long at 22.50. Heavy buying. I mean, these guys were soaking up shares left and right. Selling dwindled, for a while it seemed like the market was ready to potentially bounce. CVI had reversal written all over it. As the market popped a little, along with some of the refiners, CVI broke out into the high 60 cent area. This one felt so good. I imagine there was a bit of short covering, which is why it blasted up to about 68 cents. My first target was 72 cents... I sat there thinking about the option to take profits and finish the day strong. But I also knew this trade could be a knockout. I opted to hold my entire position and honor my stop. Soon, CVI slammed down, the buying present earlier was absent, and I was stopped out. I was pretty upset about it. However, I am glad that I sized up in this.
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There was a lot to watch today. I was watching ACN all damn day, I was really hoping for that breakout. Kept flirting with the short idea, I have no idea why I didn't take that. Free money.
So to recap the day..... I had a good morning, and then blundered a great opportunity. Correlation trades are my favorite, and I suppose you can't win em all. Looking back, this one was so easy, its just the setups weren't ideal. Strangely, I chose to play even worse bounce setups.
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I'm going to a house party tonight, its called the Kick Off the Summer Right Party. I checked out the guest list, the ratio doesn't look so good, but there will be booze. Parties can be fun with all the drama between people. At first everyone shrugs it off, but as the alcohol pours, and everyone loosens up, and things can unravel. I am overdressing for the occasion. I suppose, if you're going to wear clothes, why not wear clothes?
Well, summer started on June 21, and I definitely haven't kicked off the summer right with my trading. I have been sizing up, I can't hate on that, that has been a goal of mine for some time. I know I have a big day coming, I feel it, I know I'm going to land some knockout trades. Need some real god damn profits to overcome these lame ass commissions. To all potential traders out there reading this journal, NEVER, EVER, trade for anything more than $2 / 1000 shares. With $2, the broker still gets paid, but you can negate it with ECN rebates. It is an absolute pain to learn to trade when your costs run up to 5.50 - 6 a ticket after ECN fees. However, once you're consistently profitable, the commissions don't matter nearly as much. They just make the path to profitability a pain.
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My birthday is on June 30. I am going to take the day off job #2 so that I can come in and trade. I am going to try and trade all 5 days next week. Monday will be a half day as I have both jobs. Then, I should be able to trade Tues Wed Thur Fri. However, if I party for my birthday, I may miss Friday.
I am turning 27 years old. 27. Seems like just yesterday I was 23 and graduating college. I am getting old, I get tired more easily. You can see the age in my face. I am now truly an adult male human being. Happiness is an antique on the shelf, I bathe in stress. I drive away from the office pissed off for 15 minutes, and then I realize how much potential was there, and how much FUN it was. I can't imagine myself ever doing anything else. I was born for this. I want to do this the rest of my life (though I would like to get into the broker side of things hahaha). I have finally begun to size up. It is now time to execute, and get this ball rolling.