Gonna take a brake for... a while, whether to end of year or next week. I've clearly done mental gymnastics this week to exceed my risk level. Stated risk is $600 yet I effectively built a $1800 risk position, at this point corresponding to more than 3% of account. If I do this I am going to burn through remaining profits fast, now at +8k YTD. Size would have been OK on FOMC but not so when edge is so ill defined.
This time, my choice of over-sizing is due to overconfidence stemming from the great performance in beginning October - despite underperformance during bull run up since this. This being a recurring character trait "that I should learn not to" but keep doing, I am not sure it can be solved in any other way than adding a software layer between me and trade placement to automatically size the risk. It's something I was writing heavily about a few months back but I haven't had time (nor prioritized) to bring to production since then.