That's cool Db. Thanks.
One big issue for me in trading is paying attention. It's part of having focus issues, which I certainly have.
When I wrote in my plan to use SLA to 'surf' into trades, I traded worse. It sounds odd, but on reflection I was either trying to force SLA or I became to loose. Either way I was over trading.
I've been doing better but didn't know how to say why.
Then today I listened to other traders talking. I heard reflections of my own hopes fears and that particular hollow thunck of my head hitting against the trading wall. I realized how confused I have been at times trading. Just recently how off track I became just because of the way I described the surfing concept. So! Another mind game...
Perhaps... the market is made up of a lot of just-like-me very confused and randomly moving people. Yet there are predictable boundaries where these people tend to move in mass... but only up, down or sideways. I don't need to know which, and there is no way to predict that anyway. I just need to stay present and pay attention. Instead of trying to force things or becoming sloppy with SLA, it worked today for me to focus just by thinking of finessing the confusion and unpredictability of others, with SLA. Trading as a finesse thing in particular. What I was doing before was using force or just throwing SLA out there and trusting whatever. So for me finesse is a particular way of paying attention to unpredictability.
I hope I'm making sense in describing this, because my trading immediately improved, and I stayed with that perspective for about an hour. I want to come back to this place inside myself. This has virtually nothing to do with the technical part of trading. This has been a long term big issue in my trading, very difficult. So this has been a potentially huge day for me.
One big issue for me in trading is paying attention. It's part of having focus issues, which I certainly have.
When I wrote in my plan to use SLA to 'surf' into trades, I traded worse. It sounds odd, but on reflection I was either trying to force SLA or I became to loose. Either way I was over trading.
I've been doing better but didn't know how to say why.
Then today I listened to other traders talking. I heard reflections of my own hopes fears and that particular hollow thunck of my head hitting against the trading wall. I realized how confused I have been at times trading. Just recently how off track I became just because of the way I described the surfing concept. So! Another mind game...
Perhaps... the market is made up of a lot of just-like-me very confused and randomly moving people. Yet there are predictable boundaries where these people tend to move in mass... but only up, down or sideways. I don't need to know which, and there is no way to predict that anyway. I just need to stay present and pay attention. Instead of trying to force things or becoming sloppy with SLA, it worked today for me to focus just by thinking of finessing the confusion and unpredictability of others, with SLA. Trading as a finesse thing in particular. What I was doing before was using force or just throwing SLA out there and trusting whatever. So for me finesse is a particular way of paying attention to unpredictability.
I hope I'm making sense in describing this, because my trading immediately improved, and I stayed with that perspective for about an hour. I want to come back to this place inside myself. This has virtually nothing to do with the technical part of trading. This has been a long term big issue in my trading, very difficult. So this has been a potentially huge day for me.