i had quite a ride in silver like any other newcommer over the last three weeks. i picked up a personally aggressive position of 4 zi's around 12.3, rode it up to the top, and was on the phone with my buddy congratulating each other last wed like a bit of a jackass.
being new to metals and physicals in general, i didn't have the foresight to piece together successive margin increases with the ~15 post 1980 heavy resistance level and take profit on any of it. my plan for the trade (as with gold over the last 2 months which ended up significantly better but also a slap from the highs) was to try and catch the severe runup with huge wiggle room and a willingness to possibly end up flat wrong from a decent price. breakeven at worst case.
by the time thurs mornings margin induced 17% gutting was half over, it was nearly back to my entry so quickly that i simply hadn't considered the emotional wreckage of giving back a record profit in spite of my deliberate intent to try for a windfall or nothing at all on this particular trade. i literally guarded it 17 hours a day for 2-3 weeks, and ended up closing it a hair under breakeven and it hurt badly to give it back
with a few days perspective on this unusual deviation from my normally fully systematic trading, i see a clearer way to proceed into either 13 or 10 levels. i'm going to take advantage of the flexibility in the yi contracts, and build it much more slowly with less emphasis on any single entry than the zi's can afford. i'm thinking i'll allow myself to add no more than one a week as it likely plunges further, and see if we can do this again, hopefully with an avg price between 9-12 and slowly up from there
how about silver $150 an ounce in three years.. anyone..
the only thing that bothers me more than giving back that gain, is having that ugly spike staring at me from my p&l sheet for the next x months. real ugly