That's meaningless in the real world. You're not actually trading so you can give a realistic YTD figure based on your average year-end results?
Dude, what kind of drugs are you
on?
You spouted some nonsense about wheeling somehow being "safe" and spreads making you "terrified". I told you that that's not how it works, which is on par with having to tell someone that water is wet (and in your case, having to explain it in detail, with examples drawn in crayon and big hand gestures - which
also didn't help.) Then you posted your accidental P&L and boasted about it - and asked me to project what some imaginary spread trader "should have made" (how the hell would anybody know?)
And now,
I'm supposed to have become this random "spread trader" who is supposed to compare my P&L to yours? And if I don't, then I'm "not actually trading"?
This isn't like talking to a brick wall... it's more like pissing on one, splashback and all. You clearly couldn't make sense if you tried, because the part of your brain that's supposed to tell the difference between reality and raving batshit craziness is seriously broken.
I usually don't block people unless they're intentional assholes, but I'm going to make an exception in your case; intentional cluelessness is just as much of a waste of time. Go bother someone else.