gang banger got knifed to death by a visitor to a neighbor's house last night. I heard a commotion and it sounded like somebody was getting hurt so I called 911. He was knifed and kept repeating "Damn, Nigga". When I heard him I didn't even know he was dying but after the fact I realized that he knew he was hurt bad and the fight was out of him.... I think that possibly they were still shivving him, he was making a lot of noise, he bled out while I was waiting for the police, nobody did anything to stop him from dying afaik, I was not going out there for anything, I didn't recognize a single voice so I stayed safely in the house, they were killing the guy and telling him off too, loudly, they really must have had it with the guy, I don't know what brought him up here.... they towed his 82 Olds away and the coroner's van took the body eventually.... I slept only half the night and had nightmares about the guy bitching at me because he died...... I think he really may have still been around the neighborhood unable to get over the fact that he was dead if there is any truth to those kinds of stories... I'm depressed today but probably tomorrow things will be returning to normal... the police interviewed me twice, I suppose I might be called to testify but they seemed to think it's open and shut, they arrested one guy, probably got a confession or witnesses that could actually see what happened to tell them stuff..... the fire department and hazmat people washed up the street, the blood was all over when they were hosing it down the first time, then the hazmat guys sprayed some foamy or soapy looking stuff on the scene.....
If I can't get over the depressed mood I'm in should I get drunk, talk to a bartender maybe? I can't stand psychologists, it's so incredibley boring talking about oneself.......
If I can't get over the depressed mood I'm in should I get drunk, talk to a bartender maybe? I can't stand psychologists, it's so incredibley boring talking about oneself.......

. All of them over pretty much absolutely nothing if you ask me...crazy world out there and its only getting crazier....peace and be very careful...