Quantwizard...
I don't know how you trade but 5 contracts and losing 4 pts is a lot unless an unexpected rise or fall in ES happens everyday. Even if it happens you would be on the right side half the time.
I'm not new to trading where I will be max 5 contracts upon every entry. That is suicidal. I've developed a system where my returns are ridiculous but my downside is catasphophic. I have 3-4 consecutive winning days where I make anywhere from 300 to 2000 on a given day. Yes, that's right. With 10k account but my downside is once my account gets double, I have the tendency to get big in size and blow up. This is where I need to have a stop loss limit and max contract size position. I don't daytrade and trade every move. I pick one or two entry points per day and trade. Once I make 2+ pts I exit and call it a day.
You can doubt me all you want but I've lost enough money to learn and the past. 2 months have given me a 85% win rate (I don't trade big size anymore.. 1-5 contracts max)