Quote from alex.samant:
listen, i don't want to discourage you or something here...
but you must make it easy on yourself. first thing you need to consider is to let go of hard work.
meaning, STOP working during the day AND trading during the night. it won't get you nowhere. you'll only cause yourself huge problems, as far as health goes and not only. finance might be in danger too.
you need to make a journey of self discovery first. find out who you are and what you have always enjoyed (things you already did, not things you would like to do).
if you think about trading think about it as a business you are doing on your own. it might not seem to you like that, but it is. and trust me, it's as uncertain as any other business you would start out, maybe even more uncertain...
what you are trying to do here is start a venture. make sure you are currently able to do that. family, finance, time etc... are you willing to risk money and time for that venture? be it trading, running a pet shop or whatever...
maybe now is not the time, maybe you should get a bit more money and cut that credit spending, maybe it actually is the right time... i don't know, BUT one thing i do know. YOUR FAMILY SHOULD SUPPORT YOU in your venture otherwise, you're in for the biggest problems in your life.
i consider myself lucky. i'm 25 and have been trading since 1st year of college (i dropped out during the 4th year. couldn't relate to it any more). no family, and trading has become my job. but i don't know how i would have done it later in life..
wish you the best of success. it takes some effort you know...