Hi, neo,
I went through the same struggle as you detailed in your post when I started out trading. And I agree that (1) it's a terribly bad idea to take out a loan as your trading capital UNLESS you have proven yourself to have consistently made money; and (2) daytrading with 4K is close to impossible even without the 25K rule for a beginner.
To give yourself a chance at succeeding in swingtrading, you have to do three things:
(a) Consider the 4K as already lost, whenever you put money in the market as a beginning trader. That attitude will relieve you of the psychological pressure you are in right now. If you can't do that, you cannot trade. Of course, I don't mean to say you can be sloppy in your setups and executions.
(b) Learn to trade small odd lots, such as 40 to 50 shares, which will reduce your risks to a great degree by taking advantage of larger price swings. Of course, you have to pick your stocks really well, such as a good price range between Support and Resistance.
(c) Understand how risk-adverse you are. If you are quite risk-adverse, don't trade volatile stocks like biotechs. You will be scared out of your positions too frequently too soon. Remember that I said in my previous post, frequent losses, however small, will drain your account just the same, only slowly but surely. You have a small account, and you can't afford to have frequent small losses.
The alternative is to consider investing, which is definitely not a bad idea at all. For $15 a month, I think, at buyandhold.com, you can buy and sell XYZ unlimited number of times and even invest in indexes. However, the downside is that you can only go long. And given the general market conditions right now, good stocks for intermediate-term are hard to come by--unless you really want to hold them a long time. In that respect investing has to be combined with trading in this type of market conditions, only this time stretching your timeframe to a few weeks or a few months.
Hope this helps,
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BTW, trading the market is more like fishing than, say, cramming for an exam. Unlike any other job, working harder doesn't necessarily guarantee better results. If the fish don't come, don't cast your fishline. You'll waste your bait, time and energy. So if you have anything else you love to do that pays you money to build up your capital, continue doing it, even though the pay may not be that good. Don't get excessively consumed by the desire to succeed in the market as a beginning trader. A balanced life will help you look at the market differently and trade more effectively. You mentioned something to the effect that in Croatia, you couldn't find a job that you wanted to do, besides trading. Are you sure, Alex?