Small mistakes accumulate into big losing days.
Really tough to be profitable.
One thing I learned is ...
Each and every little mistake counts!
Yes. You need to start thinking about what you can lose - not what you can win.
In day trading - you really can't lose that much if you want to be successful. Having to rely on that + 30 point trade to get back to breakeven and some profits isn't a robust strategy.
Realistically, you're not going to be averaging 20 ES points per day now. Your TST results prove it and your live account proves it.
In my opinion - you need to learn to walk first. Try to reach for a modest daily profit target and call it a day as soon as you hit that. Start building some consistency. It's much better to consistently net a few points per day than taking on wild equity swings of + 20 one day, - 30 the next, etc.
When you hit your target - trade the rest of the day in the simulator or work on your trading plan.
Doing bullshit over and over again.
I take small losses. Break even then lose patience.
Would you trust your own money to someone who described his trading like that?
I can't list all the mistakes,
From taking random bets to entering recklessly,
Passing by letting the losers run and falling asleep.
I can't remember one valid reason. One good setup.
What I learned from the last time I asked you is that you don't have a written business plan or objectively defined signals.
Without that - your results are likely to be random and you're pretty much guessing.
Do you log/back-check the trading day after you're done? And write down observations/signals?
Part of my trading routine is exactly that. I log each trading day and review the trading day. I note down all my signals. Then I review the day one bar at a time and make notes. I do this on my main chart and on my fast chart. I also do a bigger picture analysis and take screenshots of patterns, etc.
I think the best use of your time right now would be to take a few weeks away from live trading and start backtesting some data and gather some statistics. Alternatively, trade 2 hours each day.
Scroll the chart from left to right and make observations. Take notes in Excel.
Maybe start with one single set-up and master that one. Find some signals you may use.
For example breakouts. ES isn't really a breakout instrument. It may breakout, but often you'll see either a fake breakout which you can fade or if it's a real breakout you'll pretty much always have a chance to enter on a pullback.
So, maybe in backtesting you discover that entering on breakouts is a low probability trade since you may buy the top or sell the low. Now you have a trading rule: Don't enter on breakouts. Wait for the pullback.
This is just an example. Your back-test will reveal the truth about any given market. Not what gurus or books say will happen. Each market is different.
Maybe you can look into 50 % retracements of the current RTH range. They don't work all the time, but quite often these can offer good pullback entries.
Another thing which should help you as a rule is to not enter a move which is overextended. Sure, these days there are some monster moves which goes 30-50 points, but this business is about what works most of the time. Not just some of the time. If you missed an initial move and we already moved 20 points - don't chase a late entry. If anything, enter on a pullback.
Do this and get yourself a written plan which details your entire trading operation.
When this is done - you SHOULD find yourself not trading most of the time. Most of your time will be spent in observation and waiting for a signal. You never enter unless you have a signal. If it's one thing I've learned from a lot of successful traders it's that a lot of the time they're just waiting and the best ones never enter unless everything lines up perfectly.
Looks like price may breakout or go higher/lower? That's not a signal.
When you start thinking like that rather ask yourself: What can I LOSE if I just jump into the market here?