You have bad luck in Vegas, not in the financial markets. The markets are designed to give you what you deserve and what you ask for. You wanted to gamble for a "quick double" and you got caught with your pants down. Just take it for what it is.Quote from DennisR:
I have pretty bad luck market-wise even if i don't trade like an idiot.
You titled the thread "Save me from myself". If I was in your situation I'd close all positions into the open tomorrow, close your brokerage account and go back to the drawing board. Stop trading immediately, for the time being.
While you take a pause, come up with an exact trading plan when you re-open your account. Have a plan for each position BEFORE you enter. Don't fiddle and change opinion after you enter once it starts going against you. Don't ever start a position that - according to the exit plan - can cause you a maximum loss that wreaks havoc on your entire bankroll (e.g. a 50% total loss on your entire account from a single position). Make hard rules and stick with them, e.g. you allow no position to lose more than 5% of your entire account equity. In that case you immediately close out the position at a loss.
Diversify across multiple positions and ideally across multiple uncorrelated strategies (e.g. a long/short swing trading equity strategy and an iron condor equity index strategy just as two examples).
Good luck.
