Yikes!
OK
Here goes.
Deep breath.
I was a data analyst at a ⦠well known cable provider to the retail market. I got into futures because I had always been interested in investing, and I was really good at it. At one point I was setting up portfolios for my friends and associates (for free), and a number of them are still doing quite well.
So I figured, since I got a pretty good handle on the mutual fund game, I could transition over to trading and (with lots of study and research) I could do quite well for myself.
It also helped quite a bit that I was being downsized, so I had a nice amount of cash to work with ($3,500, triple screen computer, $2,500 brokerage account, etc., etc., etc.), along with a night job, I was ready to go! I was also equipped with a membership to a website being promoted by what is known as a âperma-bearâ. Heâs a pretty decent guy, but his soap box didnât help me learn to be a better trader, so I donât use him (or anyone else actually) anymore.
Not two days after getting setup with my computer and basic charting program, the perma-bear guy makes a call for the markets to end on the lows, so I thought it was a good idea to short
(youâre gonna love this one Gary) a major upswing with 4 contracts (on a total margin of about $2,200) looking for the fall ⦠of course, that never happened!
I was doing one of those
âsit in front of the computer and praying that the market would fall" numbers,
(God, I thought I was the only one who knew that move). I tried to close the position (with about $50 dollars left in it) when the market closed and I was stuck in the position overnight. I got a margin call that night
(the guys was looking for oh, about $14,000), but I was at work so I didnât respond to it.
I looked something like this.
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The next day I called the broker and we got me out at +$200 on the deal!
(Lucky Me) ⦠and I spent the next 1 ½ years trying to figure the markets out, blowing out a couple of small accounts in the process. I got to the point where I was staring at the face in the mirror and questioning whether I could do this, or not (itâs interesting that they have a couple of threads here from guys who have been through that phase and they decided,
"no, they canât" ⦠I think we can all empathize with them).
I eventually took the Traders International course
(does that count as another story of the worse thing I ever did?). They got a lot of flack when they came here, but at least I learned how to be disciplined, focused, use a consistent methodology, keep detailed records, etc. ⦠and a year after that fiasco, I came here and really started applying myself.
Now Iâm extremely happy with where my trading is and I look forward to the next week, confident that so long at I adhere to my methodology (and donât get lazy or overconfident) Iâll do pretty well!
Best,
Jimmy Jam