Plan going forward ...
As I have now cleared my head, I plan to continue trading very small position size - 1 ES contract, this is 1.6 : 1 leverage. I hope that the light leverage will keep heat to a minimum, and I will get my brains and common sense back. The goal is to show consistent profitability (even small) and follow the rules. I will grade myself not on profits going forward, but on how I follow my own trading plan. If I follow my trading plan and there are no profits down the road, then the game is over. It means my past successes were due to pure luck and I really have no edge.
As I have now cleared my head, I plan to continue trading very small position size - 1 ES contract, this is 1.6 : 1 leverage. I hope that the light leverage will keep heat to a minimum, and I will get my brains and common sense back. The goal is to show consistent profitability (even small) and follow the rules. I will grade myself not on profits going forward, but on how I follow my own trading plan. If I follow my trading plan and there are no profits down the road, then the game is over. It means my past successes were due to pure luck and I really have no edge.