I also have two other, less important motives behind this journal:
1) If I can put together a journal with, say 20 real-time market calls and at least 80% of them turn out to be profitable winning trades, I'll have created something that looks impressive, making me look pretty damn insightful in the eyes of anyone who reads this. (If I fail- if I <i>don't</i> manage to put up an uncannily high win-rate here, this journal will have accomplished absolutely nothing for me and my ends.)
By adding to my track record of occasionally posting solid market calls to ET, I aim to create a halo-effect for all of my other, non-market related posts. My #1 biggest ideological/political passion in life is to help society understand that
Endorphin Deficiency Syndrome really does exist. That some people simply have no choice but to either consume strong full-agonist opiates on a habitual basis, or else live a miserable, depressed existence without them. That the current oppressive drug-prohibition policies are a horrific injustice that needs to cease immediately, since harmless people who are just doing what they have to do to survive (ingesting the only anti-depressant medication in the world that actually works for them) don't deserve to be treated like criminals, oppressed or senselessly imprisoned. If my market calls are so good that people have no choice but to take them seriously, perhaps that halo-effect will extend to my other posts as well.
2) Ego/Nietzscheian pursuit of power: I'm trying to create a situation where people who take me seriously and piggyback my trades directly benefit from the act (they make money), while those who are skeptical/untrusting of me and my trading ability completely miss out on those potential gains (their account balance stays the same). My ego likes that. (I never claimed my motives were saintly or pure.)
Here's what I'm <b>not</b> trying to give away with this journal: I'm definitely </b>not</b> trying to teach people how to approach/think about the market the same way as I do, so that they can independently put on RM-style trades without my help. Why the hell would I want to do that? The last thing I need is more skilled competition crowding into my trades. The old Schonfeld method used to be a total gold-mine (champagne, blow & sluts!)... until it was taught to too many people and rendered near-useless by overcrowding and over-exploitation. If my job is to pan for gold, and I find a lucrative river-bed where the metal is plentiful, the last fucking thing in the world that I want to be doing is to put out an advertisement letting everyone else (my competition) know exactly where and how my lucrative river-bed full of gold can be found. Will I keep the location secret for the rest of my life, never to tell a soul? Well, not necessarily, but if I give up the info on what I've found and how to get there, I certainly want to receive something of equal value in trade. Can you really blame me?