You must be a professional trading OPM?I think this could be a problem in that you don't know what it looks like in your winners vs your losers after you are already in a trade. The reason you wait is because the markets are chaotic and you feel uncertainty of being right or wrong. Probably combined with fear of getting out and having the the trade run with out you. Due to these, the brain can't decide what "the right" thing to do is and semi-accepts that the markets could turn at any instance. However, you just probably cripple any trading methods EV by taking large outsized losses regularly....
As a retail trading my own money, he described exactly how I felt with a losing hand that went terribly wrong. It felt like you were a deer in a headlight, you froze. It has nothing to do with understanding your model, it is psychology.
