It did, thank you. It did give me an option to consider certain options

)) which I otherwise won't have. But, I have to confess that I did not always manage it well. But, even with the better knowledge I have, I am still not sure if I am doing the right things and hence I am here.
On your note, I doubt if I want to short it, though I will revisit all ideas again. Exercising and selling some portion may not help with liquidity as I have to pay the taxes the moment I exercise them. It is better to leave it till I am ready to exercise and selling on the same day. Basically, since they are non-qualified stock options, I pay taxes the moment I exercise them, whether I sell on the same day or keep the stocks.