i do not mind answering all these questions but because i like you and want to encourage you i have to tell you that my answers will not help you.Did Al Brooks mention the markert was manipulated?
asking questions will help but only if you ask the correct person
you are asking the wrong person
the person you should be asking these questions is yourself
because whatever answer you get from somewhere else, you will not trust,because the human being is essentially a selfish animal, which is a defensive mechanism,and which will brand, all outside influences and advice as bad,to protect you: simply by ignoring that influence however right it may be