I am really short on cash, I wont be able to put up $5k any time soon. I want exposure to stocks as I can screen them by volatility/largest movers and I can be more selective in what I trade. Is there no CFD broker that isnt just scamming you? Ive been looking and they mostly have bad reviews.
What it sounds like is you are looking for a way to make ends meet. Desperation and low capital make brokers rich. It sounds like you need a career change.
If you can’t put up 5k, when you blow out, what headspace will you be in? Will you care? If you remotely care about the dollars you put into a broker you are playing a losers game.
Just heed my advice. I don’t know your life right now. Regardless, find a new job, a second job, or whatever it takes to put together 5-10k of money you could lose tomorrow and not lose your mind over. If you can’t accomplish this, you cannot be a good speculator. Disconnection from the value of your capital is critical to placing trades as a speculator. There are far easier ways to make ends meet my friend.