Hi rude child,
Three things appeal to me personally and selfishly:
1. Making responses to questions that are exceptional as a way to iteratively refine my personal thinking on the subject. It sets up yet anothr pathway in parallel to the ones already in my mind. Also sometimes it occurs that I am able to better understand another's point of view on where they are breaking new ground.
2. I continue to measure "transference" in my endeavors here. For a long time I have understood how knowledge, skills and experience are gained. It only happens as a process and to tranfer to another the concept of learning as a mind building process is very difficult. To build the pathways in the mind only comes from processing. You will be surprised to learn, given your intial comments, that one of the ways to accomplish this is by repetition. Fortunately, this was part of my graduate school circulum and as a practicum I had to determine the optimum reps required for a broad variety of types of communication and for a wide range of substantive content on various levels of complexity.
3. I make posts on my third interest as well. It is the concept of passing forward to others what has been given to oneself. It is a way for the person giving to others to improve themselves in the matter of 1 above. As they make the effort sincerely and in a quality way, they achieve matter 2, above, as an additional proof of their doing 3.
None of this is part of your existance at this point from what you say to all of us. You are not at a stage of quality living where any of these kinds of things are a possibility. So to you and others like you, this is all OT.
If you want to get into a conversation about improving your prospects, now is the time to begin and, also, you can leave the childishness behind, maybe.