Quote from VisionTrader:
Do you think Sam Walton made a profit the first day he was open for business? Your expectations need to be adjusted. Give yourself some time. It sounds like you have been preparing properly. You will likely be in the red for some time during your learning process. Embrace it....its part of the journey. After a while, losing will not bother you so much. But make no mistake, you will ALWAYS, ALWAYS lose in trading.
Not how much you make, it's how much you keep.