I think the outbursts are obviously a reaction to the fear that you are feeling.
I don't know how far you are along in your trading career, Mizer, but before I was able to trade successfully, I needed to put myself in a position where I didn't need the income from trading for several months. If you are coming up short on the rent, then that's the source of the screaming: fear.
If you are screaming because you don't possess the knowledge to understand why a trade is not going in your favor, then perhaps step back and look at your entry points and try to optimize them.
The latter is what was most helpful for me. As a trader, I'm VERY limited in the types of situations in which I get involved, but when I do enter a trade (usually between 3 and 5 per day), I look to chop more than the average.
In short: Optimize your strategy and lower your cost basis in your own life to the extent that any gains pulled from the market will be gifts - at least for a few months.