Quote from Notes123:
Thanks for sharing, my fellow trader.
I am scared before the market opens, during the market and only relieved after the market. I am working on this issue all the time.
Actually I am scared of myself, you have no idea how stubborn I am. That has delayed my success for a long time. But in my heart I know I will get there eventually, as long as the market is there (sometimes I pray that SEC and the Wall Street crooks don't impose the trader tax and drive retail traders out of the market).
I spent some time on Skype with a young trader last year and shared with him my tactics for trading CL. He grasped the concepts immediately and began sim trading. He was texting me his sim trades and pretty much trading me under the table. That's a good feeling, when you mentor someone and they just run with it!
Because of his incredible progress after just a couple sessions, I invited him to join our Skype group when he decided to trade live. He was trading CL with a very small account, smaller than yours, I believe. When he went live, he simply couldn't handle the heat of survivable stops in CL. He hesitated to trade certain setups, then he micromanaged the trades he took. He was clearly frustrated by the huge disconnect between sim trading and live trading.
We encouraged him to get a job, save up some money and once he had a larger account, give it another go. He was clearly a gifted trader who knew exactly what to do, but when real money was on the line, that he had to make a living with, he lost his mojo.
It's like the old story about walking along a narrow plank of wood with the ground a foot below you, No problem, you confidently cross the chasm and never lose your balance. Now do the same thing on the same plank 30 stories above the ground. Good luck!
Shortly after we gave him the boot

he got a bit of funding and although his account was still very small (not much more than yours), it made all the difference and he was able to trade very well with a true trader's mindset.
So your first step is to define high probability setups with strict rules for trade management.
Second step is to trade them, all of them. If you pick and choose, you will pick the weak trades and pass on the strong trades, because the market rewards what is difficult and at the hard right edge of a chart, the great trades can look quite ugly, and feel quite scary, and the weak trades can feel quite easy (reference Mark Fisher's "The Logical Trader", page 33, for his description of the "retail bus people" to understand this concept; it's a real game-changer).
Third step is if you haven't read Mark Douglas's book "Trading in the Zone" at least 3 times, now is the time to do it.