Some notes on my difficulties at the beginning of my Internship at ET
it was a rough beginning, my ego was tortured as I had losses that were not expected. They were small but yuge in the effect they had on my morale.
But then I saw where I tripped and went wrong
sometimes it felt like I was going to Hell
And got a glimpse of where my soul would find comfort
All I had to do was reconnect with HOME = my Home Universe within ME
And voice out the words, "I miss you so much when I am being tormented"
And the floodgates sprung a crack that caused the starting gush
Never looked back since.
The Demon circuit can kill all the money you have but watch out if it kills the spirit because then you have no road to recovery. The spirit's internal spark must remain intact for there to be a chance of a come-back.. How to keep that spark from getting trampled by overwhelming forces that get too much to withstand? You shock the livin daylights out of the Demon circuit by transferring the weight to God. Let God carry it for a bit. Then a bit later God hands it back to you and it is infused with the light of the holy spirit (in conceptual not religious terms).
Demon circuits cannot deal with this sort of magic. They bolt!!!

Corollary: The darkest hour is just before dawn. But sometimes, very rarely, the darkest hour can stretch. It is here that God steps in with sustenance to carry you to the end of the darkest hour. Its rare but can occur.