Quote from traderNik:
Nice to see someone who has the balls to tell the truth.
The amazing part of this is - you can take 90 days off, review every one of your trades, refine your plan (assuming you had one, written out) and then come back and start trading 100 lots and refine your technique. Sure, you may have to work a day gig for a year or two, but as someone else in here said, the world's greatest have blown up. And made it all the way back.
I'm not sure if you did this, but next time you should come in here before placing your first trade and make a long, detailed post of exactly what your strategy is going to be. You may get a flame or two (no worse than what you got after your admission today) but the cred you get from telling the truth today should stand you in good stead - you will have a bunch of guys to bounce your ideas off and they will tell you if your strategy seems sound or not. You have to do the trading in the end, but if I blew up, I wouldn't mind a bunch of good traders reviewing my strategy the second time around. Writing out your strategy will help you refine it, too.
Some pretty good advice above, relative to the useless vitriol seen in this thread.
Peil, I took quick look at your journal and had one or two observations. It seems that if you analyze your distribution of winners and losers, you have far more extreme losers than extreme winners. At the same time, you seem to control your losses for a decent number of losing trades, while offsetting those with winning trades that are 1.5 to 2x bigger, which is okay, but not good.
To improve your trading, you need to focus on the fundamentals of performance, which is risk reward and your odds of success.
You can't risk 1 to earn 1.5. thats just not worth it if you trade stocks. It will deplete you of mental capital. You need to find a way to risk 1 to make 3 at least, on average. Until you have figured out a way to do that on paper, and do that systematically, do not trade.
Secondly, you have got to follow the rest of trading fundamentals man, this is trading 101. What am I referring to? Don't average down, (aka cannonballing), don't let a small loss turn into a big loss, don't trade impulsively out of your trading plan.
Easier said than done, I realize. But there's no other way.
Rebuild your stake, embrace the fundamentals and follow your rules and you will make your money back and then some if you have real discipline. Discipline is the holy grail, once you have figured out what works for you.
Good luck.
