Quote from Swan Noir:
While leverage, employed intraday, might be a potent weapon in the hands of a skilled, experience trader it is no friend to the novice. My limited experience shows me that without patience your risk of ruin goes through the roof. Be pleased that you are booking profits so early in your career -- I did not and many do not -- and build a bankroll as you climb the learning curve. Survive a few tough months and come out the other side humbled by it. And then stick around and have that experience again. Lots of talented guys wash out because they simply do not get the most basic of all principals: The goal for the novice is to survive as he learns.
Have the greater confidence that the skills are your profit. It is that confidence -- rather than the bravado of trading size -- that sustains me as I struggle to learn. And do not kid yourself -- trading $300,000 on $3,500 in capital is size. Mav has it 100% right. Commissions are the least of your worries if you gear it up. You will not be paying any six months (or even 90 days) from now.
Learning to trade is hard but figuring out that dramatically increasing risk while your still as green as grass is not hard. I can explain that concept to a high school kid in 10 minutes ... you should get it in two minutes.
I am not a guy who has yet made it. I am a marginally profitable full time trader who still dips into capital I made in other businesses for most of my living expenses. I am fortunate to have enough capital to live modestly yet well. This is a skill centric game. Acquire those skills without blowing out and the money will come.
At least that is what I tell myself every day ... lol.