Quote from AFterburner:
Today was pretty good.
Trade 1 (BOT 1254 SLD 1261.5) I started trading earlier than usual today because I was feeling pretty good...
usually the only thing that works for me on days like this is pure tape reading. The tape was telling me that the NDX was headed above 1260, so I just took the best entry I could find and held on. It headed up to about 1258.5 NDX at which point I thought about just getting out, but I wasn't getting an exit signal...
I took a profit at 1261.5. I was still anticipating a new high, but at this point the risk was too high to justify holding any longer. I didn't feel comfortable holding a trade like that after 2:30 EST on an option expiration Friday anyway.
AFterburner,
Very nice trade and not because you were profitable on a 8 contract position...
but a nice trade because you stuck to a plan...
a plan to help deal with your FEAR and/or CONFIDENCE issues.
Something else...you mention something...
pure tape reading...
well...those guys usually understand the psychological of sellers and buyers as they interpret tape reading...
although I'm not sure if your tape reading is Bid/Ask info or just T&S or both.
I just thought that was odd with your current situation (fear and confidence) you'll mention those words eventhough it wasn't your only reason for the trade.
Anyways...here are my questions...
are your exits based on profit-targets or based exit signals?
Also...why didn't you exit some contracts to lock in profits when the NDX reached 1258.5...prior to that pullback that got you worried a little?
I wasn't sure if your methodology requires you to go in with
full burners on and exit with
full burners on.
My last question...what's your plan to ensure your continuing regaining your psychological strength if your in a similar trade like this in the future...
because
maybe next time the pullback will be a little deeper and your forced to exit the trade at breakeven after being at a nice profit?
Once again...very nice trade and keep posting info about your
feelings and
thoughts to help you reach your goal of holding yourself accountable.
That's a big hint for traders that post
accountablility journals and don't discuss their feelings, thoughts nor get into the psychological aspects of their trades.
Simply...to hold yourself accountable...a trader needs to know themself.
P.S. Remember...two steps forward and 1 step backwards is still progress and profitable.
NihabaAshi