Sorry I didn't see your post earlier today.
I have been trading for about 3 months. I started in the middle of August. I didn't do too well in the beginning, I was down almost 3K by the first week of September! (- $300 / day ). Then something clicked or maybe it was just a good month, I don't know, I started making money, I was up almost everyday for the remainder of the month, I would have $500, $600, $800, $900 day. Not an easy feat since I was trading 300 shrares!! By September 29, I was up $500!!!
Can you imagine that? A rookie up after a little over a month? Of course the story doesn't end there!!
The last day of the September was also the end of the quarter and our head trader, Mr.T (which incidentally was from your firm, you might even know him, one of the best tape reader there.... from what he told us anyways) told us to play the end of the quarter imbalances, since the quarter before, they made a killing from all the buy imbalances. Some even made 50K in 20 minutes!!
He said just buy the stocks with huge imbalances and sell it MOC and you will be up.
OK! Still beaming with confidence and joy that I was the only rookie that was positive within the first month, I loaded up on EVERY call we got from the floor.
100K to buy AOL
300K to buy XOM
150K to buy PFE
etc etc etc
Needeless to say I did what he said I LOADED UP...
5000 shares on 8 positions !!!!!! We didn't have position limits that day, they were lifted for the MOC plays.
I even went long 5000 shares of IBM!! I have no fear!
I went into the market with 5000 buy order and push the stock up 25c !! WOW. For a brief moment, must have been like a nanoseconds, my P&L jumped to +$3500, I was up over 2K in XOM. I never made so much money so quickly!!
I didn't know what to do, should I sell? If I sell can I buy it back? How does the MOC works. Not a good time to ask these questions now!!
What should I do? Well Mr.T ( our head trader told us just buy and hold and sell MOC) so I DID NOTHING!!!!! I walked away from the trading desk !!
The market sold off the last 15 minutes and I was long 40000 shares!!
When all was said and down, by then end of the day I was down 10K!
I was spellbound!!!!!! Didn't know what to think, say or do!
Had a good long talk with Mr.T, for some reason they didn't fire me, they kept me on, I guess they want to make their money back!!!
So I can't trade after that, I was stupid not to take a break, and I was down another 2K the following week!!!
SHIT!! I really thought about quitting, but I didn't. So I grind on, and till now I was able to make some money back and I am down 9K.
I haven't been very consistent lately. On a good day I made $700 and on bad days I am down $300 to $400.
I trade a lot though, 10K shares on an average day, 3K on a slow day.
I need any help I can get to get positive, so any input that anyone can provide would be helpful.
Thanks in advance, Hitman.