I liked the movie line from " HUNT FOR RED OCTOBER" ..........." I am a politician, when i am not kissing babies i am stealing their lollipops"
How about this one from Mae West: "you say you want me to drop everything and ride off into the sunset with you. Well i can not allow my self to go so low"
Nod, nice going. Take a step back and see how far you moved along in the fear factor sweepstakes. You before only traded stocks and mostly faded them. Then you took a flyer in futures and were as nervous as a preachers daughter coming out.
Well look what happened, you decided to take a swing at crude oil and seem to have shifted your fear factor again. First you moved partially to ES and have a handle on how it trades so you are far less fearful of ES. You removed your fear of ES and transposed it to CL.
Maybe if you decide to trade LUMBER your fear will be removed from Crude oil.

Keep up the good work.
SEE!!! ES is not the big bad bogyman many said it is.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sYD2aL4MQ_w
Becoming acquainted with what is traded is a large part of the game. Personally if i were you i would focus on less for more, such as continue to work on ES and drop crude oil and just do more cars in ES as you progress.
Have a good weekend.......... we are in a late Indian summer here in Michigan, in 60's tomorrow. The farmer across the road brought in his corn crop and the Canadian geese are gleaning the fields. They sure make a lot of noise but it is a wonderful sound of nature.
Earth is (was) such a fantastic place without man. I bet dinasours eat man for millions of years and years and when they disapeared man got out of control. :eek:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mD6mT0a58r8&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hXtjU259rkM&feature=related