Read your stuff mate. Don't know what to say as your life "sucks".
Though, just our of curiosity : if you look at your earnings on 30 years, where did you put most of your total money into?
Is not that bad, I have many friends, slept with a lot of hot woman,, climbed a lot of mountains, it's only money, the more I have the more ill blow.
97% of Brits live barely from month to month.
And I don't believe in anything spiritual so winning
