Yep, until I can erridicate all hope then sooner or later many good trades will be wiped out, most trades come back, which breeds the hope, I nearly bailed so many times on its way down, but you hope for more and generally get less. Why i trade near margin for protection.
There is no room for intuition or gut feeling in trading, it's a science not a belief,these things need to be erridicated not encouraged.
Let's say that trading is a mix of science AND art.
The gut feeling can be when in a trade, you see or feel that "it is not moving right" and you get out, and you actually got out just before a crash or a gap. If you trade just one instrument for say 6 months, you start to develop "intuitive" aspects regarding the instrument, aka you have developed a particular sensitivity to your instrument.
In trading, it all depends on what gets you closer to your goal.
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