Quote from clambill:
I lost my job in a prop firm in a situation that is really complicated to explain. I have one warning though, make sure before signing a contract that you have the full fonctionality of the technical indicators. Like, I'd rather not even name the indicator, but let's suppose an indicator has two lines that cross and you depend on those lines to make a trade and their platform only has one line, then I wouldn't work there.
My own circumstances were pretty bizarre. I took months to develop a method then realized I had to make some changes along the way. I learned a lot more on technical analysis and trading in general just from the practice I got from the 3 months I was in a prop firm. But, at one point, since I was pretty close to the maximum of what I could lose, I could not trade more than 100 shares and this meant I could not scale out of my positions to improve my risk/reward ratio. So, I guess in some ways you could say I was kind of trading scared and it ruined my trading anyway.
The positive side of this for me is the same day I lost my job in the prop firm, I started examining different parameters and time frames and even different markets. And I saw things in a clear way (not the tunnel vision of when you're trading scared). And a couple of weeks later, I combined some of my new ideas with some ideas I had right before joining the prop firm (that I had put aside because of the limitations of their platform) and have some ideas that really show a tremendous amount of potential (even to the point of almost calling every market turn lol). So, right now I'm practicing with a demo Forex platform because I have to adapt myself to my new method (and ideas as well).
And because I was kind of trading scared if you will in the end, I'm also trying to practice holding on to positions longer instead of taking real quick small profits that put you in jeopardy anyway.
It's kind of weird that I have to find a job so I can save up and start over again. But, this time, I may not do it with someone else's money anyway. I thought I would be OK trading someone else's money but I found in the end, it was almost clouding my judgement. The positive thing I got out of the last year is I know more about trading and technical analysis than ever before. So, I'm going to keep trying out on demo Forex platforms until I really get it right.