To my way of thinking all that stuff is like drug users looking for their next fix - the only difference really is that they've become smart enough to realize that sex, drugs, and rock & roll is only short term happiness, or shallow contentment, and that they have to work harder to find a more lasting happiness and contentment.
I am so sorry for your feelings and perceptions, but they are yours - thank you for sincerity... The difference between drug etc and meditation as the difference between plastic bottle and the sky, between the drop of pipe water and the ocean. You learn to fly and never came back, you learn to swim and enjoy the journey. It cannot be explained, it can be only experienced.
I simply reject all of that outright. If you want to be a unique, contented individual who exits this world at peace with a John Lennon's Imagine playing in the background, more power to you, it's a free country, but don't try to sign me up for that stuff, I'm not the least bit interested. Happiness, in my opinion, is incredibly over-rated.
Thank you, I am not in your country and my happiness, for now, is the strength to see the light at the end of our battle, which I feel we are bringing on the altar of the rights of all traders, for the future of our children. Hope you had a look on our website and know what I am talking about.
Never tried to sign you up for everything - just expressed my opinion as you do. Be well!