If you don't mind, what is the size of your account?
Quote from tampa:
You know Gordon, the first time I read one of your "woe is me" threads, I felt sorry for you - maybe even the second time. But it's getting old, real old.
Assuming that you are telling the truth (though I thought you were just hours from living under a bridge months ago) you are just a classic fuck-up. You don't listen. You don't take advice. All you do is look for sympathy.
If I were you, I'd forget about getting a job - you'd only screw it up, and get fired. Why not try begging on the street? You could tell your sad story to a whole new crowd, and pick up a few bucks along the way.

Quote from Gordon Gekko:
I started as a swingtrader years ago. I can't do any type of trading correctly. I shouldn't even be trading ES, but the fucking PDT rules screw me. My biggest losses ocurred right after PDT was implemented. I used to trade stocks, but when PDT came around, I started entered on the close and holding over night so I could exit the next day without it counting as a day trade. Let's just say it wasn't pretty. YEAH, NICE JOB, SEC. THANKS FOR APPROVING THAT GREAT RULE. Yes, I know I'm responsible for my own decisions, but the PDT rules are terrible. I don't care what anyone says, they shouldn't exist. I'm not talking about the extra margin that you guys like. I'm talking about the x trades in x days bullshit.