Not a good day today.
My first trade should have been a gain of 1.5pts instead of .25. I tried one of the 'ATM strategies' with Ninjatrader where my stop would move to b/e+1 after a certain number of ticks, then at another point I would trail a stop tick for tick. I tried to set it up for scalps, and I think everything was just too tight together for a fast-moving price.
Well I used this strategy for one of my scalps, and things happened too fast and I guess the price moved below my old price while it was moving up my buy stop and the order was rejected. So it ended up closing me out at my b/e + 1 tick.
I don't have much to say for the second and third trade. I'm not going to bother posting a chart. I tried 2 shorts, and they didn't work out. I basically jumped in front of a moving bus and was ran over.
It was at it's worst for the first couple of hours after the losses, but I'll be honest and say that some doubts crept into my mind today about my ability to succeed at this. I'm a little better now, but for the first couple of hours after the losses it was bothering me, even though I got up and left the computer. I also feel like I have drifted kind of far from my original plan. I started off with the 1:2 r/r trades. I tried to model what I was doing after an old journal by a member named "geez". And now I've moved into trying a few scalps as well. So now I don't feel like I have a solid plan with structure like I did when I first started this journal.
I really like the idea of scalping and taking a few points here and there, but as of yet I haven't figured out any set method for stops. And if I'm only taking 1 or 1.5 points, then stops the same size get triggered too often, and using larger stops would kill the r:r and make it not profitable. So I really don't know what to do about that. What I'd really like is a mentor, or at least someone I could talk to or bounce ideas off of here and there. This is a tough game!
Today's results:
3 trades
1st: +0.25pts
2nd: -3.0pts
3rd: -3.0pts
Net P/L: -$126.34