OK, let's break it down to how my first day on the job was.
In short, it was a shit day.
I reached my maximum drawdown of $110 dollars at 11 45, 15 minutes before i would normally finish.
As you will see in my chart, I made 9 trades in the hour and a half that I was on the computer. Probably for the first 3 trades, my heart was pounding at an immense rate, and I was so fearful that when the first trade, for example, hit my intended stop of 1.5, I held on until until I had a 2 point loss.
What I was also pissed off about was the potential profits that I SHOULD have had, but didn't. If you look at the chart at 18:07, my system told me to short right there. I was so afraid of a loss that I did nothing, and left about $60 from reaching my pocket. At 18:18 the same thing happened where I could have had about a 1 point gain, but did nothing out of fear and doubt.
And yet another circumstance happened on my last trade where my system TOLD me to short at 40.5 but NO I waited a bit and came in way too late, which resulted in my last loss.
Another issue was going against the good ol' proverb of letting your profits run, where if I had waited just 10 more second on one or two trades, I would have had a profit of 2-3 points instead of .5 points....
Anyways, I would appreciate any professional critique possible about what the fuck I did wrong today.
In a way I'm calm because I know it was my first day, and people DO have loosing days, but from my explanation you can also understand why I would be disappointed.
P.S My account is now at $1890 if you didn't catch that before.
And the pink triangles on the chart indicate an opening of a trade, blue indicates a close