I started this journal on the 3rd of last month, so this month will not give a perfect sample of my trading. But here is a rundown of my results for this last month.
Balance on 6/1/08: $69490. 6/3 was close to this so in my original post, the "estimate" at $67,000 was off by about $2500. This is about in line with how I mentally estimate my balance. I tend to overestimate losses and underestimate wins so that I never get "sticker shock" (the negative kind anyways)
Balance on 7/1/08: $93,700.
Withdrawals during this time: $3,000
This means a net gain of $27,210 this month.
I am blown away by this. Such a strong gain is not at all normal for me. To prevent my own ego from swelling and causing damage to my account (which has happened before, several times) I will say right now that I'm almost certain this next month will not have the same results.
Now that I've grounded myself I'll also say this. This journal has had a profound effect on my trading. I remember Chick Goslin writing of a period when he lost his trading ability and went into a severe drawdown. He was able to fix his problem by literally traveling to a cabin in the mountains and writing his first trading book.
I am thinking now that this journal may be my own equivalent. It's essentially my log of experiences of what I've done, what I was thinking at the time, what has worked and what didn't. It worked for Chick by helping him regain his sense of what it was that made money, gave him the edge he needed to play a very tough game, and win at it consistently.
I feel that is exactly what I am doing now by writing my daily analysis here. In my offline journal I mechanically break down what I see in the markets. based on that analysis I decide if it is appropriate to try a trade out, and how much I can fairly risk given the situation. This helps with abiding by rules and having a disciplined approach to trading, which is often tough with a subjective method.
In this online journal, I get the creative freedom I need to peer beyond that and figure out all the nuisances of the process of trading profitably. Together, these logs should be quite a powerful combination.
i especially enjoy going over my own posts here to see what I had been thinking before. It helps a lot. Hopefully much later into the future I can look back on these entries one day with a nostalgic memory of the path I took to create my wealth. That's the plan anyways!
Ok, enough gloating. No more trades planned for today but the usual rundown will be up tomorrow.