Alright.
So I have sent out dozens of resume emails the past few days.
Received interview requests. Had 1 today. Received an offer doing beverage sales mainly in NYC. Very small salary but since I have guaranteed housing until the end of September, I should be able to save at least a few hundred. Also within that time because of the psychological comfort that comes with knowing that my basic living needs will be financially met, I should not have the mental breakdowns such as have occasionally happened in the past 40+ trading sessions.
I can get back to looking at larger TFs with more generous stops and smaller positions.
My life may have taken a good corner.
During the past 3 months since my latest job departure, I have been able to fine-tune my trading strategy and now it looks like I can get back to more of my swing trading style of holding for hours.
Thank you to all your ET posters who gave me minutes of your life whilst you were typing your responses and thinking of me in your gracious wishes.
I realized that for the past 40 trading sessions, keeping everything bottled up......this week was the blow-top.....I guess that is why humans are social creatures and need social interaction - regardless of whether physical or cyber.
Anyway, thank you guys. I will continue to post my trading results.
Good trading to y'all !!!