I've really enjoyed your journal, and hope you become the trader you want to be.
I'm a little curious why you have set a 1R goal. Wouldn't you be better of waiting for setups that lead to higher probability of larger gains (>3R), instead of punting for pikes? Wouldn't the extra leverage (5 contracts) that you use on ocassion be put to better use playing those "special" setups?
Give my regards to Bubba.