Moron award for me today

Roger that. Sounds like just a lapse. Got to hate the revenge mode! It sounds like what I said to a Dentist of 35 years. "You can be a good-great Dentist, but you can still make a mistake, like you did on my tooth". Funny it was also a "revenge mode" dental maneuver.

Speaking of unwanted distractions, I got an LED light I turn on outside my room. When it is Red, means not available, but Green = Available.
 
I took a trade and immediately the phone rang and it was a call I had to take. I saw the trade going against me and didn't have a stop in the market. I got distracted by the call, noticed the trade had moved even further away, but felt I still had my setup in place, but it was past my normal stop out. Finished the call and had a really stupid crap trade in my hands. I sat and worked it back to a 230 dollar loss. It actually went into profit if I had held. That naturally pissed me off. I then immediately got into a questionable, for me, set up trade that again went against me. I let it go because I knew it would come back, revenge frame of mind had taken over. I ended up taking a 105 dollar loss and watched it go into what would have been profit after that.
At this point I walked away for a few minutes to collect my thoughts. I have now gotten back to down 87 on the day. I'm frazzled and thinking I may just call it a day. I'm up on the week at my usual size and no reason to make any more stupid trades. It's easy to think I'm good and just go back to what I know works, but I also know I'm still ticked off at my stupidity after all these years.
I should have closed the trade when I knew I had a call I needed to take and eaten a 100 dollar loss at that point and come back to the markets after taking a breather after the phone call. I didn't and my frame of mind is screwed at this point.
Yes, I am hoping typing this out will help clear my head and maybe serve a lesson to someone else. I've been at this 17 years and I still screw up on occasion. It's what you do with it after that will keep you in this business.
Peace


Thanks for sharing. I'm still new but this is the kind of stuff about this business, even after so many years...

I literally did not 1 but 2 mistakes today. Emotional, reckless, stupid... Call them what you will. But at least you recognize it and are addressing it.

I didn't lose alot either but just the sloppiness after all this time I've been trading... Total mind f***, but I'm in control now, back to work manana.

Thanks again, it sucks but atleast you're being real. I thought everyone either always picks the best winners or there is no way to even make 2 nickels.

And I hope discussing it does help cement it in your psyche.
 
My hp is forever in silent mode.

Not only that, I keep it in my drawer while I am trading.
It likely affects your testosterone level. Elevate or depresses it?
My error, I read my drawers.
(drawers is an old term for underwear.)
 
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