Nothing will center you like good, old-fashioned housework. Rediscover the meaning of cleaning. I can provide a multi-room healing facility as well as vacuum and dust-mop. I'm here to help. 
Millions made, much of the world seen, what now?
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Nothing will center you like good, old-fashioned housework. Rediscover the meaning of cleaning. I can provide a multi-room healing facility as well as vacuum and dust-mop. I'm here to help.
Our cleaner the Carmenator would kill me if I tried to clean anything.
But having somebody to do it now is incredibly healing after decades of trauma and guilt
She also does breakfast if I am good, so no cleaning
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Well I guess a lot of my experience is people being a pain is relating to Colombia etc. and endlessly having to explain that I can't salsa etc. and yes, even a little bit is bad.
The freaking endless advice about their gym which has a kid with no understanding of spinal injuries and I can use their swimming pool etc. etc. They are fully developed people, very nice, but a little childlike in ways compared to Ireland or UK etc.
I'd really like to go dancing but crunch crunch of bone against bone into my skull is not a great soundtrack
So I'm not complaining, I just wish nice people would force me to explain the same crap.
You have a spiritual malaise that HGH will not fix.
Think ayahuasca.
No further comment.
Diet is a huge factor.
"DMT can produce vivid "projections" of mystical experiences involving euphoria and dynamic hallucinations of geometric forms."
Chart patterns in 3D, baby!!!
Well I have been on my perfectly legal hormones and whatnot cocktail for three days. As mentioned I am on a third of the dose however today I feel surprisingly good.
Saturday and Sunday as you would expect, nothing however today I decided to head into town. This in itself is a rare move, never mind taking the bus (many and plentiful but..). I wandered about for hours and while I have some pain, I don't really feel it or at least care about it. The feeling is quite similar to when young and you hurt a ligament or muscle but can carry on regardless as you have bounce. Certainly my feet should be suffering however they are fine.
I really was not expecting this for at lest a week to ten days. A man could get used to feeling like this! I dread to imagine what I would be like going on the full whack dose. I made the right choice, I may even have to half it, not a lot of mental effect though which is what I wanted.
I guess I had a chronic deficiency in something, there are 24 primary ingredients in the cocktail. At the moment I have to give myself three different shots during the day as a few can't be delivered in the same solution at the same time. In the future once the levels are calibrated I should be able to reduce this.
First you get the money and then power and the women, then you get the regenerative cocktail, then you get the girls again, lose all the money to a sugarbabe but die smiling.
Saturday and Sunday as you would expect, nothing however today I decided to head into town. This in itself is a rare move, never mind taking the bus (many and plentiful but..). I wandered about for hours and while I have some pain, I don't really feel it or at least care about it. The feeling is quite similar to when young and you hurt a ligament or muscle but can carry on regardless as you have bounce. Certainly my feet should be suffering however they are fine.
I really was not expecting this for at lest a week to ten days. A man could get used to feeling like this! I dread to imagine what I would be like going on the full whack dose. I made the right choice, I may even have to half it, not a lot of mental effect though which is what I wanted.
I guess I had a chronic deficiency in something, there are 24 primary ingredients in the cocktail. At the moment I have to give myself three different shots during the day as a few can't be delivered in the same solution at the same time. In the future once the levels are calibrated I should be able to reduce this.
First you get the money and then power and the women, then you get the regenerative cocktail, then you get the girls again, lose all the money to a sugarbabe but die smiling.
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Hope it works out for the best in the longer run. Keep us posted of your progress. As for the sugarbabes, I think the World Health Organization has prescribed limits, so you would do well to observe them.
Very nice to read you, thank for sharing. Have you ever tried some meditation retreats? Or traveling in sacred places, like Machu Picchu, Camino de Santiago? Certainly first is your daughter, but for sure you have something more to open within yourself. Maybe painting, poems writing - any path to let bloom your own creativity.Success brings it's days of melancholy. I can make a half million bucks a month now trading futures. I've got it down pat. Not selling anything or answering PMs on that from guys with various misspellings of Sean and Brandon etc. but just for context. (Just treat trading like you want to be a soloist at the Met young lads, work, no tricks)
I do a respectable amount of charity and community work. I have a daughter, a young adult now who is completing her PhD.
But I'm not adjusting to having no problems and no worries very well. The ultimate first world dilemma. I am finding things that don't actually matter to be concerned about, I can feel my brain digging and sifting for gold in a largely empty stream.
I used to get seasonally affected depression but since moving to near the equator that is gone for years. To be honest the boom and bust was not so much of a problem as I understood the dark times would pass and I'd be fine for nine months. I'm fit enough, I get edgy when too exercised, that gym burn addiction tires me out.
I've hardly had a conversation in years where I did not largely know how it would end. It is difficult to find really much more intelligent than me friends who are not nearly always busy.
Unlike many, I don't really have that sense of spirituality, I'd like to, I had some, but my brain seems very good at saying to me that pattern in randomness is not real, ignore it. I can't even pretend to myself I sense a higher force. Trading did that for sure.
Does anyone later 40s+ perhaps have any advice on is this a phase, just how it is or any ideas on what can shift this? First world problem as they say but worth a shot asking.