ANOTHER ANNOUNCEMENT.
I have changed my mind. I am back in the saddle.
I want to take this LIVE PERSONAL Amp Futures account to the moon - with the MICROS up to 10 (or 20) contracts. I will at least shoot for $10,000...
This is a troubling development in your thinking...
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My original publicly stated goal with this journal was to show that new traders or beat-up traders with SMALL accounts could trade the new CME Micro E-mini's starting with as little as $500, and then GROW that small account into something AWESOME.
I wanted people to see that they did NOT need to get into the combine mill at TST, OneUp, LeeLoo, E2T, and many other funding companies...
That was my goal as well. That folks can make a living trading with small size and a reasonable account. My idea did not involve combines, but went straight to live. But for now, I need to show myself that I can do it for a living. My Ghandi-like lotus eating will follow naturally once I reach that point, and THEN people can get on the you-can-do-it-too Hari Krishna train.
As you can tell, due to my trading style and the changing market conditions, my journal is at nary a stand-still. But I am utilizing patience to adapt to the current market conditions, not trying to adapt the market conditions to myself. It does not work in reverse.
... I think scaling up to 15 contracts is ultimately possible...
It is possible right now for you. And that is what the combines suck you into, which is why most of the trials fail.
... I don't want to blow it again, like I have many times with both OneUp/MES and then LeeLoo. No joke, I was a funded trader on OneUp/MES 5 different times in the last 2 years!...
Listen to yourself. Don't RUSH it. You'll get there. If you feel desperate, STOP! If you have an ego to feed, STOP! If it is peer pressure, STOP!
You were a funded trader on OneUp 5 different times in the last 2 years? Ask yourself...Why did you then become an unfunded trader?
Chillaxin' before you make any drastic decisions. Trading or otherwise.