Updated P&L spreadsheet. I am not too far from the 2% goal after 3 days. MANY more to go.
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And your comments about making it just like the full ES contract are right on. I am growing this account slowly so I can train myself to have no additional stress when I reach the $10k mark and begin to trade just the full E-mini NQ or YM. A $50 drawdown is indeed like $500, which is too big of a loss on a $10,000 account.
is correct..talking and doing are not the same thing..if you do not have the exact same feeling with a $25 loss as a $250 loss..then forget it..seriously..the knowing is the easy bit..the actual doing is the hard bitNo, a $50 drawdown is not the same as $500 drawdown, as far as psychology goes. We can bang on all night about percentages, but psychologically there is a major difference.
Here's an idea...I do not recall the software you are using to trade, but see if it has a way to show PnL in terms of percentage of your account balance, rather than dollar numbers. Maybe that would help you reach the goal of percentage gains per day?