... I have 4 months paid leave
... But I'm willing to take the risk. This is my dream.
... I played poker for a living.
... the effects of winning big.
... own business during and after college. I was successful ...
Cheers
Can you tell more about the effects you've noticed regarding the effects of winning big ? and if you had weblinks , that would be very helpful.
Now, for the rest, I am just giving
AN OPINION.
What is really your end goal ?
Why is trading your dream ?
The reason is not to confuse the "winning a war" with winning a battle.
If your goal and end dream are related solely to checking your $$$$ accumulated,
then, one thing you could do of your 4 months, is to fix a $$$ target and do poker for 4 months.
You can ask the good( you said) prop to report in one year time, as they will still be there in one year time.
Also, you could take the one year to arrange with your job for a full year paid sabbatical.
Now, if you can not reach your poker $$$ objectives: why, as you paid your accumulated $$$ with poker.
If your real goal and end dream are status/pride/prestige , then things are different
If your goal and end dream is to be a trader : ask what are the real reasons.
"High"/thrill" when you were profitable? then what is behind the manifestation of this
"high"/"thrill".
I don't know if I have explained clearly this
one opinion.