I appreciate your comment and attempt to help. I give you thanks for that
@tiddlywinks . I feel sincerly very happy that finally, oil and water can merge OR oil has converted itself into water OR water has converted itself into oil OR something else. But, again :
You are talking about real-time annotations. I know there are many differences with when annotating and logging in hindsight. I do know this. It's not the first time you mention this to me. I thank you again for this advice/warning.
But, It will be soon a 2 years path with
@Sprout for me. He has been here for/with/supporting me from the beginning of the second half of my studying time. I started 5 years ago now.
I've not always followed his guidelines, advices etc. It was a lack of understanding, maturity and more from me to do so.
I'm not the same now.
I do orient the most I can via Be, Do, Have, do logs, annotates my chart, post them, do EE's Matrix, understand Bands and tones of things I did not understand last year when I started this Journal.
And I follow his directions, I do trust him when he says he knows I'm very close to be able to extract the full offer of the market, which has always been my only and unique goal in terms of skill.
With that said, what do I want to say :
@Sprout has been clear to me : he is still waiting to see me accomplishing 20 days of MADA before adding more differenciation. It has been his answer when I was back from my 3 holidays weeks last summer, and that you said I have to begin to log and annotate in real time. This was some weeks ago.
When I asked him if I was ready = if it would not be counterproductive from my current LOD to start logging in real-time, he answered me I needed to end with the 20 days of MADA. At this moment in time, I had done 16 fully completed logs. By perfectionnism and will, I said let's drop those 16 logs, consider I've done none of them and they were training, and let's start 20 days of MADA from scratch.
I did them. And I did 14 more. His answer to that has been to post several annotated charts from his hand, on same sessions I had posted about.
This is the direction. Even though he did not "say" anything but just shared charts, I understand what is between the line is I have to compare, refine from his own charts.
That's what I've done, and am still doing.
Apart from that, he commented some of my posts later, and I have things to explore, more than anything, and this is also what YOU just point out : "the problematic way I use true/non true rtl's and true/non true BO,T1's". This echoes to my understanding of the fractal levels.
It's the core of all this.
That's why I am, today, building a huge corpus of texts from yours', Sprout's and Jack's posts talking about it. I've combined 23 pages in Word (police in 11) about the thing.
I am reading them, drawing things, stepping away some minutes from the work, going back to the work again, continuing to draw and read etc.
I know that's I have to do. So unless Sprout would confirm what you say when you warn me about that I need to start annotating in real-time, I'll continue to collect your post and build a corpus from you specifically for next steps waiting for me, but not log in real time.
In addition, I'm out of printed logs and could not print more since last friday anyway.