Well...
I have been quite paralysed by what just happened. I would lie if I said it did not affect me in many contradictory ways.
What surges from all this is that....whatever is happening on this thread, however anyone here behaves him/herself, whatever whichever whoever ... I just have no other option to continue my quest and the work I've been doing for around 4 years now. I know nobody will do for me what I have to do for myself. It could be not that way, but as it is not, I choose to continue for myself and by myself.
Showing objectively to anyone he/she is wrong when he/she says no matter what, reminding anyone what he/she did/said in the past to me, would not serve my work, nor any other person using my work nowadays or in the future. I know each person in this world is not universally speaking an onthological human being anymore, fine for me, I won't face any ego. That's the real "you-with-you" job.
My personal goal is twice and unique : reach the point where there is no reason not to be in the market at any given time AND let people around me and even beyond, enjoy the fruits of my work whithout having to do what I personally did to get it. I just want a more tender life for them, and want to offer it to them.
That's what I am, and nothing/nobody will change this.
So, I'm currently working silently on a PC permission-VTP-EEs merging mindmap AND filling logs for and by my own to help myself with building the big mindmap. I'm also retaking my Great Matrix in the best way it can be done : universally, thoroughly and functionally.
Best wishes to everyone, and sorry for my absence but what happened some days ago affected me a lot.
Back on the road towards "always-in"...
I have been quite paralysed by what just happened. I would lie if I said it did not affect me in many contradictory ways.
What surges from all this is that....whatever is happening on this thread, however anyone here behaves him/herself, whatever whichever whoever ... I just have no other option to continue my quest and the work I've been doing for around 4 years now. I know nobody will do for me what I have to do for myself. It could be not that way, but as it is not, I choose to continue for myself and by myself.
Showing objectively to anyone he/she is wrong when he/she says no matter what, reminding anyone what he/she did/said in the past to me, would not serve my work, nor any other person using my work nowadays or in the future. I know each person in this world is not universally speaking an onthological human being anymore, fine for me, I won't face any ego. That's the real "you-with-you" job.
My personal goal is twice and unique : reach the point where there is no reason not to be in the market at any given time AND let people around me and even beyond, enjoy the fruits of my work whithout having to do what I personally did to get it. I just want a more tender life for them, and want to offer it to them.
That's what I am, and nothing/nobody will change this.
So, I'm currently working silently on a PC permission-VTP-EEs merging mindmap AND filling logs for and by my own to help myself with building the big mindmap. I'm also retaking my Great Matrix in the best way it can be done : universally, thoroughly and functionally.
Best wishes to everyone, and sorry for my absence but what happened some days ago affected me a lot.
Back on the road towards "always-in"...