Thank you very very much
It's my current struggle
Thank you very luch for chiming in a little

but I cannot find where I suggested PP type ending event would be only about P1... nor do I understand the sens of that sentence. Can you help please ?
Working on this currently
Well. That was a nice illustration of what I've been feeling since the very beginning of that journey, 5 years ago.
What happened with
@tiddlywinks ? I am here, opening a Journal, saying it's for help people and being helped. Right ?
Tiddly comes here and generously provides an exercise to give an answer to a question I had made previously. Until here, great !
I do the exercise, but being unable to understand in what it was helpful and unable to get the question this exercise was gonna answer, I feel frustrated and this takes me to new questions.
Then I give thanks for the contribution, and ask in what this should have helped me, and I ask for locating the question that was to be answered by Tiddly's exercise.
What's the answer from the one who wanna help ? -> "sorry if it was a complete waste of time, we're like oil and water, and if I give you the question I talk about, that would be cheating". Am I right ? Am I seeing things how they are ? Or how I'd like them to be?
Did I say it was a complete waste of time ? Or did I ask to be helped to see what I do not in that exercise ?
That's absolutely typical. So
@tiddlywinks , if I've hurt your ego and anything else, I apologize and am sad for you about this, as it was not my intention.
@Sprout invited me to check myself before wrecking myself. That's what I'm doing now.
But the more I check myself on what happened, the less I feel bad.
You really appear to me as you decided unconsciouly to take me down, whatever I could have answered or said about your exercise. I did not say it was a waste of time, I gave you thanks, and asked for the helpfulness of it. You just DID NOT WANT to answer. That's the truth. If I'm wrong, feel free to demonstrate it.
With that said, let's be honest a sec. I know nobody here has any obligation to say anything.
@Sprout thank you for reminding me that.
But sincerly, do you consider the attitude of
@tiddlywinks was honest, willing to help and to fill empty knowledge zones ?
Example : here when you say I should be getting my answers from the market, how can't you see that you lead me, by saying what you say, to believe I should stop asking questions to human being ?
If I can get all my answers from the market, why am I talking to you ? why are you talking to me ?
A few weeks ago,
@JamesRoscoe said "by time we'll help you know that you know". Do you sincerly, authentically feel the same attitude than other people ?
I am really doing my best to understand what I did bad, why you told me that I might check myself, and that would be a huge help if you described sincerly and precisely what I did wrong.